i dont care right now.

you know. this DA shit is funny.

half the time, im all for a full-out boycott of this shit until its straightened out. then half the time i wonder if its all a big scam, or marvel at the fact that its not actuallt a full boycott, since most artists, and i use that term lightly, are still quite active.

while all these issues with the "community" harbor a perfect reason for the artists here to band together in defense of this site that houses their work... it just hasnt happened that way. and while we all preach Support Jark, we're all really in the dark as to whats going on. what if it is a joke? then we're all being pulled along like morons. what if its all true? then this site is founded on a board of assholes. wheres the upside here? i dont know.

i DO know.... that when i look back at my own activity on this site, i dont really feel much. i continue to be the same artist i am here, when the site is down. i dont communicate regularly here with anyone, save m best friend. DA doesnt alter or change my views on my art or art in general. if i wasnt here, obviously, it wouldnt make a difference.

but at the same time, i dont want the site to fail. i know my prince likes it here and believes in the artists here (the real ones). so that in itself makes me sad to think that DA is such bullshit. for a site with so much potential to be a real community, its just fallen flat of any true expectations. its now ruled by politics that, while proving that artists are capable of comprehending more than paint and drawing programs, suffocate all of the real art being shared here.

so yea. im just posting this to cover up my old entry that had nothing to do with any of this, and was out of place, considering my page is now empty. so yea. there.

DA is BS. tell yer friends.




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in my 3/4 absense from DA, Moero has prompted me to upload, so thanks, Mer!

just a journal entry to say.... SUP, deviantart. and HIIIII, Mer! haha. and to get rid of that longass questionaire that keeps showing up as my most recent entry hahahaha. eff dat, man. too long XD


<~ if thats not a real emoticon, ima look really stupid. oh well. haha. too lazy to check.


Moero, dear, hellooooo!





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aite, questionnaire stolen from a former fellow-employee's profile. hah. NYAH.



LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: alas, me and me alone.
x. Saw you cry: Mer
x. Made you cry: doesnt matter
x. You spent the night with: Mer Dynamite, bitches!
x. You shared a drink with: sake, ringing any bells? haha, no, not drunk tho. sissy drink.
x. You went to the movies with: Ms. Dark
x. You went to the mall with: fuck the malls. PFFT.
x. Yelled at you: another
x. Sent you an email: my dearest Mum. apparently i need a job and my account's running on empty.

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: he started it! i TOLD Quigley not to paw my face!
x. Been to New York: fuck yea!
x. California: fuck NO!
x. Hawaii : uh uh.
x. Mexico: are you kidding me?
x. China: wanna field this one, Mer?
x. Canada: many a time, eh.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: my dreams are impossible in this reality. hah
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: only on tuesdays
x. Had an imaginary friend: if i say no, my unicorn will be sad.
x. Fought with your parents: all. the. fucking. time.
x. What book are you reading now: Iconologia. Ripa, you cunning bastard. haha
x. Worst feeling in the world: inferiority. and fucking something important up.
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: "Goddamnit" promptly followed by "MEH"
x. Future daughter's name: ... waitaminute... daughter?
x. Future son's name: who the hell ever said...
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: puppy!!!
x. What's under your bed: Treasure.
x. Favorite sport to watch: mens soccer. fucking RAWR.
x. Current Age: 21
x. Siblings: Em, Nicky, Millie
x. Location: south sIIIde
x. Piercings/tattoos: yep / soon, baby.

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: keep that shit away from me.
x. Do you drink: only on special occasions. with my fellow pirate.
x. What are you most scared of: none of your business. ><
x. What clothes do you sleep in: sleep? haha
x. Where do you want to get married: no marriage for me, thanks.
x. Who do you really hate: karma prohibits me from saying.
x. What type of automobile do you drive: Thunderbolt, baby!
x. Do you have a job: student / painter
x. Do you like being around people: generally, no. few exceptions. (hi, Mer! haha)
x. Are you for world peace: yep. and plundering. peace and plundering... yea.
x. Are you a health freak: not so much. but pass on the fruit, all the same
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yep. but i got my chance afterall
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: does "hot" count as a type? >.>
x. Want someone you don't have right now: cant say that i do.
x. Are you lonely right now: at this very moment? yea. at this point in my life? no way. haha.
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: god no. haha.
x. Do you want to get married: was i unclear? *scrolls up*
x. Do you want kids: reduuuuundant.

FAVORITE
x. Room in house: MINE. so shiny and blue! :loved:
x. Type(s) of music: classical, jazz, and a little bit of everything else. except country. wtf is UP with that shit?
x. Color: Blue, White.
x. Perfume or cologne: none, really.
x. Month: any month that snows or rains.
x. Gemstone: aquamarine, sapphire. (non-gem: moonstone. so beautiful)

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: ... nope.
x. Bought something: omg, so many effing tickets .
x. Gotten sick: YES
x. Sang: yea... but dont tell anyone least i had the decency to do it when there was no one around! *huffs*
x. Said "I Love You": definately. and a hundred times more, to YOOOU, love
x. Met someone new: thankfully no.
x. Talked to someone: Mer, SWAT, my cat
x. Missed someone: always, my prince
x. Hugged someone: nope.
x. Kissed someone: noooo, omg, withdrawl!




aite, thats it. my original with all the cool emoticons got deleted... so this is whats left. oh well hah. thats it for now!

MER, im SO glad youre feeling better!!!! *relieved* hehe. je t'adore!!!!




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